So I have had one of those days were it seems I have been mad at the kids ALL day, screamed ALL day and just wanted the world to swallow me ALL day... ever had one??
I am on a ride that I would love to get off just not sure how? I feel like I do everything but none of it very well. Will I look back in 20 years and say "could I have done that better?" absolutley!!

I have the privledge of being a stay at home mum but I am not always sure it is a privledge, I think it is another reason to feel guilty. Guilty because I stay at home all day and the house is not always spotless and the meal is not always Gourmet and that I am not always up to date with the washing!!!
I feel like there are never enough hours in the day for anything let alone for me. I want to study and I want to sew and take a Zumba class, and just leave the dishes one day for someone else to do... but this will all prove to be "too hard" so today I am just having the day where it is POOR ME!!! And tomorrow I will be over it : )